Hey soul fam! My name is Toni and I am 31 years old from Wisconsin, USA! My favorite things to do are CREATE music, be out in nature, and explore the world with my husband, Ebisa, and our dog Konjo! We also have a spicy not-so-little kitty named Winston who keeps us on our toes at all times. I aspire to be a mother someday very soon and feel my calling life has always been to be a mother and healer of the earth. I have a very strong connection with nature, children, and animals.
The Healing Experience was born after my very own 6 year healing journey of healing through deep unprocessed grief, codependency and narcissistic abuse, sexual abuse, and self-hatred. After my boyfriend passed away when I was 19 years old, I found myself deep in victim mentality. I was angry at God and tried so hard to push God away from my life which left me feeling deeply alone, depressed, hopeless, and angry.
I didn’t know how to heal from such a tragedy and I never wanted to be seen as a burden, so I did what I knew and was taught to do- I pushed the pain away by staying extremely busy all week long with school and work while drinking my pain away on the weekends with my friends.
I chased the “American dream” by going to college, getting my bachelors degree, and landing a career as an x-ray tech, but shortly after I found myself in my career, my soul was screaming that I needed to get OUT. I needed to find a way to truly help people and make money so I could teach others how to do the same.
This led me on a wild goose chase trying multiple different network marketing companies to become a millionaire, but the harder I tried to chase success, the further away I got from feeling like I was living my purpose.
Behind the scenes, I was having a massive spiritual awakening. I was diving into books and podcasts and eventually found myself working with renowned healers, shamanic practitioners, business experts, and manifestation coaches on my search to find my purpose. I wanted and needed answers and my soul wasn’t going to let me stop until I had answers.
If I only knew THEN what I know NOW. And that’s why you’re here.
I learned that no matter what spiritual gifts you have (and have always had, btw) and no matter how many manifestation techniques you learn, if you aren’t HEALED, you won’t be able to receive. You won’t be able to embody and hold the frequency of your true soul’s purpose.
Every step along the way was a soul lesson that I had contracted to learn in this lifetime, and right now, you’re learning your very own but you just don’t even realize it because NOBODY teaches us this in this society. Healing is the KEY to your purpose. Healing is the KEY to remembering who you are and why you’re here. Healing is the KEY to activating the Holy Spirit and the Christ that is within us all that is ultimately what leads us to peace, purpose, joy, fulfillment, self-control, and true, lasting faith.
I’m so honored that you are here and I am so grateful to say that today, I live a life of peace, surrender, trust, and the most fulfilling purpose of guiding others to their own truth. I love you and I am so honored to be a guide along your path!
